First Night away

My heart is breaking. Ethan and I are both down with flu. Ethan's spending the night with his grandma. It's the first night we are sleeping apart from each other since Ethan was born. If I didn't have so much work and if I wasn't already going to Australia for work mid August, we wouldn't have to do this. My poor baby can't breathe properly and I'm not there to comfort him. I do realise it's better if I sleep well and get better so that I can continue to look after him but I can't help how I am feeling right now.

I hope Ethan gets better and I jolly well better recover by tomorrow. I miss my baby!!!